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Name: Howard
Birthday: 10/12/1986


Interests: Food, singing, drinkin, dancing occasionally, cars
Expertise: get kicked outta skoo, admiring myself anywhere and everywhere, lookin good, fixing hair style, eating lots n lots of food n snacks, being lazy


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Member Since: 2/11/2003

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

help me sleep...

连续喝了9天了 真的不想在喝了 真的要开始吃安眠药了?


Sunday, October 04, 2009

Sinner

Tae yang - Sinner

i let out my breathe to the sky
the red sunset must have entered my eyes
i keep rubbing them, but it doesn’t go away
i try to hold it in, but it keeps hurting and hurting

if somethings happens to me, know that it’s your fault
because you wanted bad things to happen to me

if meet some one else, will you please be unhappy
i’ll pray for it

i try to erase you and erase, but it still feels like you’re by my side
it feels like you’re the only thing i can’t forget
i’ll let go of everything else
i curse myself for being so stupid
a sinner who loved you

who ever’s next to you
who ever’s laughing instead of me
(how much better than me can he be)
why’d you leave me, when i only know you

the memories of you slowly drift away
even though i call you, you never turn back to look at me

your name, your lips
like being locked up in jail
(forever) i think i’ll blame you
Our promise, meaningless regret
i tossed and turned all night
i curse myself for being so stupid
a sinner who loved you

it feels liek you’ll be by my side
it feels like you’re the only thing i can’t forget
i’ll let go of everything else
i curse myself for being so stupid
a sinner who loved you

my side (it feels like you’re there)
never (i dont think i can forget you
choice (it’s the very end)
a sinner who loved you
a sinner who loved you
a sinner who loved you

 


Thursday, October 01, 2009

sleepless nights

又失眠了 when will this stop?
昨天没怎么睡 刚刚健完身流了一身汗 为什么还是睡不着呢?

想要不要去想 可是还是会, im training myself to numb my heart and feelings

也许是我太脆弱了

unfortunately alcohol has stopped working as far as putting me to sleep, 安眠药好用 but dont really wanna get addicted to that


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

...

wtf is everyone tryin to hook me up, i can feel it and i dont need this shit


Sunday, September 27, 2009

best to be alone

why start something that will eventually end, why put in the trust and effort and end up decieved,  the game is not for the weak hearted



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